Sad

Check-up Time: 8:40pm

I'm broken... 

Not only broken but anxious, and lost.

I don't know what lies ahead but I hope He will guide me.... guide us...

di ka mag-eenglish for todays enrty pero yun na nga...

Be funny, so everyone is happy... Have a PsychoRix day!!!!

11:32pm thoughts

Check-up Time: 11:32pm

I was making chika with my friend lang siguro mga ilang weeks na ang nag-past and we are discussing stress sa trabaho kaya people like to quit na sa mga work nila dahil sa mental stress kinemeruth.

I was under so much stress that time kasi I'm looking for a new job and like it reached to the point na na I felt so useless and I was so shunga and all that tapos she told me na she felt it din daw when she quit as a manager ng corporate world and then look for another job. She is making isip like what is going on with her life? Bakit parang it's not making any sense, no direction and all. She said she wanted to have a job. Not just a job pero good paying job kaya sobrang ang pressure nya like a pressure cooker sa self nya to have a trabaho pero since its not working she made a little assessment nga. She said to her sarili na why do I need to get a job with a really big sahod and in the end eh she will face a lot of problema and stress. Very not nakaka pretty. So what she did is she make kwenta her monthy expenses and possible na mga bills and all that chenes and then she look for a trabaho with that range lang. She manage to get a job and she said that she never feel any stress kasi she is not making isip na ng too much about the work kasi she is being paid for according sa work nya so wala ng mga extra and on the said kasi she is only paid based on her scope lang talaga na not so broad unlike nung manager sya.

Finally I was hired na din after a few weeks, to be honest di ko sya masyado gusto dahil yung offer is not what I expected pero nagulat ako kasi I saw a lot of opportunity here and also, based on my personal assessment I'm not maiistress na very much kasi like kaya ko yung work as in super. Dun ko na alala yung chismisan namin ng friend ko and I told her, I think I understand you na. I think I know the reason why dito ako na punta sa company na ito. The sahod is not fabulous pero the work is not stressfull tapos the food is always pa buffet pa. Parang laging may birthday.

Minsan talaga hindi binibigay sa atin ang bagay na ayaw natin maramasan na ulit at dun ka napupunta sa path na gustong gusto mo.

Be funny, so everyone is happy... Have a PsychoRix day!!!!